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i am so desperate to create, to express, that i am losing sleep and maybe my sanity. i am so desperate to let that feeling out, that i'm not even waiting for my right hand to heal and drawing with the left instead. it feels like the bandage on my wrist is hurting me more than it's helping me...
i'm never ever working so much again - to the point of overstraining my hand.
damn.
i'm never ever working so much again - to the point of overstraining my hand.
damn.
IELTS
Achieved an overall band score of 8.0 on IELTS. :D
Why did I have to be sooo damn nervous after the Speaking part then?
vector clipart
It seems like it has been ages since I last worked on anything even remotely art-related. Then suddenly inspiration starts showing up all around me - a song I cannot get out of my head; the weird combination of the colours of the evening sky and the buildings across the street from my office; TokenRabbit (https://www.deviantart.com/tokenrabbit)'s incredible Idea generator - http://folji.deviantart.com/art/Idea-Generator-v1-4-199684321 ; some new software I stumbled upon - http://mypaint.intilinux.com/ and so on. Even finding out that my vector clipart has spread around various vector resource sites - suddenly I want / need to do some more free vectors, to somehow give back to a commu
projects...
i have so many ideas in my head that it's driving me crazy. not just ideas - whole damn projects is what i've got. even some ancient ideas i abandoned a long time ago are resurfacing again. if i had the time i would spend some weeks getting this craziness out. but, sadly, time is the last thing i have. the deadlines of my uni stuff are approaching so fast that i can already feel the sleep deprivation that lies ahead. and i really want to strangle a person or two from last semester's team-project for not doing their jobs and unnecessarily prolonging the agony that's called "making a reader". (note: no idea if it's an official term, but around
(dis)ability
the years i've had a personal computer (or two) have definitely crippled my ability to draw. why the hell did i take all those countless drawing lessons to prepare myself for university if i barely used what i can (or could) at all?
i used to draw all the time. now i'm just doodling to pass time in boring lectures or when trying to explain something. or i'm staring at a pc screen with a mouse or tablet pen in hand. my last pocket sketchbook has something like ten sketches in it - and i don't even know where it is right now. damn, i'm not even sure in which country it is currently. my other sketchbook - the one i carry around every day, is
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